Woke up with this question, God.. Why can’t I just leave? Why do I have to stay? Please say something. Please speak to me. I need you to bring more sense to my confused brain & my tired unhappy heart. (4:15am).
Then at 4:48am:
Let perseverance finish its work so that you may be mature & complete not lacking anything. James 1:4
Remember My promise. You have persevered, My Child. Perseverance is finishing its work!
… if you continue to look to Me & trust Me, I will use your trials to mold you into the woman I created you to be. Reason, you will be more than a conqueror (Romans 8:37) so that I can mature you & use you to encourage others.
Our trials, though incredibly confusing and painful, initiate a process that teaches perseverance, which deepens & matures our faith in a way nothing else can.
I think God has answered my question directly. Love how when I have confusing moments like that, God always has a way of answering me. Thank you Wendy Blight for sharing this & letting yourself be used by God to speak to me.
*Sigh* Breath in, breath out. 1st Of April today, so let’s that this day with a bang!
Thank You God for your answers. You are amazing!