all my life, i was looking forward to this.
this picture. me with the man i want spend my life with. but with you. still having you right at our back, helping us through, guiding me through.
ever since i left, you thought it was my way of saying goodbye. just like some grown ups do. but no, it was my way to let you know that everything you taught me, about life, love and everything life has to offer, i am about to put into practice. i have always been paralyzed without you. i knew deep down in my heart i will always need you no matter what. but i really think it was time to move on. it was time to stand on my own feet and stand up for myself. you have always stood for me. took care of me, hugged me, spank me when i was little because i was too selfish, understood me, loved me for what and who i am. you have given me your own life, your own happiness just for me to be happy. thank you so much for that. but i knew, it was really time to go.
i miss you so much. i miss your voice that fills the whole house when your angry and annoyed because no one has washed the dishes and you need to cook. i miss our friday nights tagalog movies. i miss your cooking very much. i miss the way u hold me close when im sick. i didn’t want to say goodbye, because i know i will always come back. deep in my heart and to my very soul, i know i will always need you. i love you more than words can say. and though i always say i love you, i don’t think its ever enough to express how i really feel.
i don’t think i ever told you any of this. so maybe i can write this and it will find its way to you.
Thank you for teaching me how to love, Showing me what the world means, What I’ve been dreamin’ of, And now I know, there is nothing that I could not do – Thanks to You
For teaching me how to feel, Showing me my emotions, Letting me know what’s real from what is not, What I’ve got is more that I’d ever hoped for, And a lot of what I hope for is – Thanks to you
Thank you, For teaching me how to live, Putting things in perspective, Teaching me how to give and how to take. No mistake, We were put here together.
mahal kita mama. mahal na mahal kita. and one day, your gonna be proud of me. x
[18.Oct.2008 | 10:40am]